- Oh Lord, am seriously on the verge of killing someone. K is still walking around talking nonsense to total strangers, well, they are not total strangers, they are people from work a.k.a colleagues, but colleagues are strangers, no!! You don’t talk personal to colleagues (do you??), orrrrrrrr, you just talk about yourself, and you totally forget your ex-fiance coz a) your drama sucks and am not really proud of being part of it, b) it is none of anybody’s business.
(Unfortunately I can’t yell -all the aforementioned- at him cause that’s exactly what he wants), he is pushing me to talk or do anything, and what am currently doing is the total opposite. I am super silent, I just come to work quiet and I sometimes slip in unnoticed (boss is off w keda fa this is the perfect plan for me)and he wants more drama, he wants me to make a scene and am not gonna.
Not only that but yesterday was a classic I came to figure that he is turning my friends against me, and I was like, what are you, 8!!! I wish this phase gets over with ba2a, this is super childish, I can’t really tolerate this anymore. I don’t know what was I thinking when I said yes, no, I know, there was something about him extremely seductive but capricious.
- I always thought that am a very simple, easy to get along with kinda person that people can read me like an open book, but lately, I came to understand eno some people don’t really think that am that easy to comprehend. It is like sometimes we are talking, discussing something, or even when I pause silently keda in the middle of a conversation and people are like waiting for a thought bubble over my head to understand what the hell am thinking.
- On a separate note on someone I really miss: Some people have this talent of saying and doing the most incredible ^%&%%, and you know it is absolute crap, yet they get away with it. (Siggggggh)