- A few days ago I was checking my notifications on the infamous Face Book and I found that Nag tagged me as someone who would most likely be able to love as if she’s never been hurt before. That being said, I wondered!! (not that am taking it seriously awi, however, people really have the impression that I can effortlessly budge from one relation to another)
But for me it is quite different, I just dig deep and find my dark box of secrets, we all have our boxes, no?
In case you do not have one or never heard of, It is a hypothetical box where I tend to burry all my bitter experiences, sore memories, awkward moments, tears, infinite number of hate emails and SMSes, etc. I tend to keep the good moments alive, I don’t burry them, I keep them around me..close to both my heart and mind. And I just MOVE ON.
- I have been through many relations…and when I say relations, I do mean every single one, even the ones I had to go through without the blessings of the other party. However, the question here is; have I ever (truly) loved someone? To be perfectly honest, there is only one I know of (someone who wasn’t much of a morning person, it took him an hour to become himself’) but anywayz, he is that one that I went on without his blessings, I broke up with him although we were never together, and all I wanted to do is hold a grudge. Couldn’t though. Now after 2 years I can claim we are friends, we’re not good friends but we’re friends… friendly… Friendish!!!
* Swans look prettier in cartoons, they are a tad freaky in reality
- Lately engaging myself in discussions became more of a burden. People are becoming more intolerant and less receptive of the other opinions.
Whenever I start a conversation among any group of people about a movie, incident, play, book, or a song, etc. the first thing you know it is a heated debate not a friendly discussion. However, debates have rules and all, but this kind of conversations usually get personal. For a reason people tend to be rude and obscene to prove effective enthusiasm. In any conversation there always have to be affirmatives and negatives, that’s expected, but what I observe in such conversation is the lack of respect and understanding of the opposing opinion. I for one in favor of any idea…which doesn’t mean that I would agree with it, but I respect it, I don’t ridicule it as I truly believe that behind every single thought, idea, or opinion there is a very complicated process, and the outcome of this process differs according to the multiple and diverse ways of thinking.
“There are many ways to categorize human beings,” she said. “I separate them into those who become wrinkled up and those who wrinkle down, and I want to belong to the first group. When I am old I want my face not to be sad. I want to have laugh lines and take them with me to the other world. Because who knows what we’ll have to face there?”
From ” from Women with Big Eyes by Angeles Mastretta
I go and you have a sun kissed day
p.s: I love when someone tells me have a sun-kissed day or morning, the mental image of being kissed by the sun-metaphorically not literally- makes me meza2tata..quite fascinating (me thinks)!