To start off am on the chicky side of the house today, fa it feels awesome. Been a while since I felt good about myself keda…I lost SOME good weight and was kinda satisfied looking at the mirror this morning 😉 However, the dark red nail polish makes me feel eno I just finished eating someone.
Lately, K has been asking a specific question_indirectly_ and I am acting super delirious, don’t know…some people are urging me to take the “K issue” seriously, I even found M “office mate” asking me this morning “how on earth are you guys not together?” keda..bluntly. fa I was like…”we are smart enough I guess”, fa he said things to the effect eno K likes me and it is crystal clear…M knew that I know eno he is testing the waters for K..however, K himself have been testing it for a while now…he even once made a scene (proposed) keda when we were all having breakfast up on the roof and I played stupid and told him eno this is not magical enough w bta3.
Now K is the “too good to be true” type of guy; good looking, witty, helpful, moderately religious, successful, etc..But I don’t think he is the kind of guy who would really understand that I need to go to my mgmnt class after work, or attend this workshop coz it is liberating and blabla..nevertheless I think he is nice enough to let go of things as long as am happy!! Don’t know…at this point I think he wants a stable family, someone who is always around w keda!! Tab ma isn’t that what I need as well!! Mmmm…I don’t know..
Aslan, this weekend I figured my futuristic plans out and made up my mind..am gonna marry an eligible bachelor from the royal family of the Sultanate of Brunei…now don’t get me wrong, am not materialistically motivated or anything, although it is a pretty comprehensible motive…but this island is more like 2 ripped out pages from a story telling book been placed on the real world. I figured it is the perfect plan for me, the perfect place where I could be. By marrying a Brunein prince I will be entitled to live in an imaginary place, be a mythical princess (not that am not one right now ;), but a real one with the tiara and everything, and create my own version of alf leila w leila. Yeah, there you can live your very own fairy tale…me thinks..no!!