of getting old and other things

“Life is more than a series of moments, you know? We can make choices and we can choose to protect the people we love. And that’s what makes us who we are”

– Oh my, growing up is quite a tough job, I mean, sometimes you just realize that time is passing you by, you just gotta get yourself moving otherwise you wind up missing out on life or maybe on your-own-self. Time runs and when you pause to figure out where are you exactly standing you might be either satisfied or not. As for me life is more of a perpetual race. I need to stop, pause, and realize where am I exactly, but for a reason I can’t help but being the big white rabbit hurrying down in order not to miss out on something, what is that “thing” exactly?? I have not the tiniest clue.

– This might sound stupid, but I so want to be a mom, I became both so emotional and sensitive about this issue. I have a big secret that I haven’t told any one before. one of the main reasons behind the infamous “k” incident was the kids issue. I know this doesn’t sound sane enough, well, it doesn’t make sense at all, yet I was thinking Hey, the end justifies the means, and it is morally permissible, no?

I know this might happen or might not, I know there are certain things in life that we HAVE TO make peace with and accept. I theoretically agree, yet emotionally still wishing, hoping, and expecting. Believe me, sometimes instinct speaks louder than logic.

New Year Resolutions:

– I decided to make my peace with downtown, doesn’t seem like I have any other option.

– I decided to cut the crap wire on my life, I have taken severe actions to organize it and added a sense of discipline and commitment to it (away from work that is).

Published in: on January 10, 2008 at 11:28 pm  Comments Off on of getting old and other things  
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