The rollercoaster been on high for a while..keeping me on my toes, holding my breath. I am both emotionally, mentally, and physically exhausted close to drained.
We are back together…I am different…he is changing. I am skeptic..he believes. He swallows the immense anger and insecurity waves smoothly..I know they don’t go down the drain..they are piling up. The break up traumatized me for life..I realise.