Back to work and stuff

ya3, remids me with back to school, I never liked the first day at school abadan, u know after the 3 months vacation w keda, begad it was like a real nightmare, I wasn’t a real clever student at school, smart though, but can’t recall putting so much effort, even fi “thanaweya 3amma” it was the year of the disaster called “el dof3a el mozdawaga” and I have a twin sister “who was really working hard” fa my parents were so concerned, and they were like, sit ya benty and concentrate shwaya….In the night of the results ba2a, mum was praying and asking God to even both her girls pass or fail, not only one :)) Tried to let her know I did enough to attain the college I want “Arts, English Dept.” fa kabari ba2a. El mohem results came fine, I passed and really been to the college I always wanted “thought I will be reading novels ba2a all the time” strangely enough, I did very well during the university years, ghariba.

what the hell am I doing? am way too far from the original story…ehhhem…I am back to work, my desk is decorated with white stacks of paper, and yellow post it notes from the boss, he is leaving on Friday …….yepppi…for vacation, fa cool I can handle the coming 3 days…ooopsy…2 and half :))

Vacation was to7fa, in, out, concert, spa, reading, movies, and family gatherings…fa I enjoyed the most.


Published in: on April 26, 2005 at 1:55 pm  Comments (5)  

Mood is Awesome :)

Ya shams ya shamousa
khodi senet el nanousa
wediha sena gdida
takol biha el basbosa :))

Hillarious :))

As usual the strangest things in Ehab’s car 🙂 this song was playing…me and Lamia went like 5 yrs old girls singing along w keda. People in my age would know what I am talking about here, remember 3afaf Radi’s tape?? it was a real nice one all songs for kids and stuff….this song for instance, and another one keda goes like “mara sa2alt el ostaz arnab leih mantash labes nadara ?” as a kid this tape was one of my favourite things. Tab3an sounds babyish shwaya, but at one point of time was meaningful.

El mood is awesome leih ba2a, coz today is the last day in the week, and we are going for a long weekend ….yoooooooooopi. Thought tonight is gonna be a quiet one at home, movies, soap operas and pop-corn, but lovely twin sister had reservations done for tonight to attend the silly goose thing, for both of us only…Glad I will have the chance to see this one lots of people said it is good, fa cool ya3ni.

Not definite about my plans for the vacation, all vague….people who know quite well will feel like this is not nerro, I am always definite and specific about things in my life. Don’t feel like doing this, would love things to go as is, especially when we are talking about VACATION, Sa7??

Alrighty, time to hit the conference room :))

Published in: on April 20, 2005 at 10:40 am  Comments (2)  

Just fine

Doing great, flu thing is much better, less khanafan :-0

Last night been out shwaya with friends, ran a couple of errands then had dinner at Carino’s el Thawra. Love the place, plus the food is superb “love Italian food”. Nothing interesting going on, kolo 3adi ya3ni 🙂

This morning bugged Ehab to stop by Harri’s & get a cappucino cup on our way to work, he first refused “claiming” al eih “it is not on our way aslan” ya salam I know it is not, but ya3ni won’t delay us khales…”was3a di” ya3ni may be 5 minutes :)) bas as he is a real kind and nice guy fa he stopped there and got me my cappucino, as for himself and Lamia they both had latte.

Weather is awesome, going out for lunch, will probably hit Grand Cafe, we want an open-air thing. should be the one.

Still debating the vacation thing, not settled yet, but apparently will be like 2 days in Alex, 1 day Ain Sukhna, keda ya3ni, which is cool, 3ashan mazha2sh :))

“Giving someone all your love is not an assurance that he will love you back. Don’t expect love in return, wait for it to grow in his heart, if it doesn’t, be contented it grows in you” My opinion is if it doesn’t just try forget about him/her and don’t cry over spilt milk.


Published in: on April 13, 2005 at 11:30 pm  Leave a Comment  

I Do Not Love You Except Because I Love You-Pablo Neruda

I do not love you

except because I love you;

I go from loving to not loving you,

From waiting to not waiting for you

My heart moves from cold to fire.I

love you only because it’s you the one I love;

I hate you deeply, and hating you

Bend to you, and the measure of my changing love for you

Is that I do not see you but love you blindly.

* Guess I am speechless after Neruda’s verses…

“Beginnings are scary, endings are usually sad, but it’s what’s in the middle that counts. So, when you find yourself at the beginning, just give hope a chance to float up. And it will” Hope Floats.

Published in: on April 12, 2005 at 8:46 pm  Comments (4)  

April Night

The April night is still and sweet

With flowers on every tree;

Peace comes to them on quiet feet,

But not to me.

My peace is hidden in his breast

Where I shall never be;

Love comes to-night to all the rest,

But not to me. “Sarah Teasdale”

It is a beautiful morning, although hot and “khan2a”. I am not a summer person by any means, normally, I am a real mess around this time of the year. Summer ba2a is a real frustration, bas 3adi, I do adapt w keda.

I am having a cold, which is not good at all, started to use nasal drops to stop “el khanfan” although it usually clogs my ears, bas no problema, can handle the ears, but can’t handle the nose :))

Ideas and brain stormings started at home to figure out what we gonna do during the 21-25 April vacation, not settled yet.

Mood is good, not 8:30 yet and I am a sleepy head.. :)) how is that ??

Published in: on April 11, 2005 at 5:26 pm  Leave a Comment  

Walk away…please

Oh, there are eyes that he can see,

And hands to make his hands rejoice,

But to my lover I must beOnly a voice.

Oh, there are breasts to bear his head,

And lips whereon his lips can lie,

But I must be till I am dead Only a cry. “Sarah Teasdale”

Good mood el7amdolelah, quite concerned about today’s presentation..will be fine ISA.

A little incident happened this morning. Disappointed big time, may be frustrated a little bit…in other words “makboosa :)”. It is amazing how the simplest action can make ur day or screw it up, but apparently no one cares enough, thought what I did was cool w keda. But hey “good deeds never go unpunished” mesh keda??? Should have screwed up the day, but what the heck?? won’t let it be..right?? alrighty 🙂 good to go

Published in: on April 6, 2005 at 6:32 pm  Leave a Comment